I didn't want to workout today. I didn't want to do anything but curl under a blanket on my recliner.
I managed to talk myself into going to my Weight Watcher's meeting ... took me 20 minutes to convince myself that I should just go ahead and go to it. I didn't have to stay, but, I should go, weigh-in, and be consistent with it. On the way there, realizing how stupid and wasteful it was to drive 25 minutes to a meeting to spend 5 minutes getting weighed-in, and then drive the 25 minutes back home to crawl into my bed, I decided I'd stay for the meeting.
I'm so glad I did. It was a really good meeting ... not that the material was something I needed to hear, but it was just so uplifting and positive, that I left the meeting feeling better when I left than when I got there. And, actually during the meeting, I made the decision to workout when I got home. It didn't matter if I wanted to or not, I needed to do it.
The WW meeting topic today was about using things other than the scale to measure our successes. Over the last month or so, I have come to realize that it doesn't matter what I weigh, if I can comfortably fit into a size 6 pair of jeans, I don't care if I weigh 150 pounds or 200 pounds. It's not the number on the scale so much as my actual size that really matters to me. (OK, yes, I know the numbers I'm using are a bit extreme and unlikely, but, you get the idea.)
I do regularly have to remind myself that it's not about the number on the scale, but, the number in the seam of the khakis or jeans. I am doing better, though, as long as I am successfully doing what I need to do (drinking at least 6 glasses of water a day, eating healthy, wholesome foods, taking my multivitamin, and exercising 4-6 days a week), I'm not getting so worked up about how my weight is actually fluctuating each week.
We were given a piece of paper to fill in: What "non number" goal can I achieve to feel successful this week ...
work-out 4 times this week, specifically, to workout today when I don't really want to. How will I achieve this ...
working out today, Wednesday and Friday ... and Saturday will actually give me 5 days this week. The paper is taped to the back of my front door ... I see it everytime I leave my house.
I took the first step to feel successful. I worked out today. I did sculpt 3/4 and totally upped things ... 4 1/2 hours later, I'm still feeling the workout. I'm tired, but yet, feel energized, and proud of myself for doing it.
Today's workout:
Decline push-ups: 4
Regular "Guy" push-ups: 4
Heavy Pants: 10# 15 reps
(I should increase my weight to 15#)Military Press: 10# 12 reps
Bicep curls: 10# 12 reps
Back Scratch: 10# 5 reps each side
(required me to assist a little on the left with my right hand, 10# may be too big of a jump)Lunges: 5 sets (2 one way, 2 back)
Fly Push-ups (girlie ones): 14
Back Flys: 10# 10 reps
Swimmer's Press: 10# 10 reps
Open Curls: 10# 10 reps
2 arm Kick-Backs: 10# 7 reps
Lunge/Squat 5: 4 sets
Wide-Tri-Die 7-7-7: 7-7-4
Max: 0
Lawn Mower: 10# 15 reps
(I should increase my weight to 15#)Shoulder Flys: 5# 10 reps
Bicep 21s: 10# 7-7-3
(couldn't quite complete this one)Dips (straight leg): 7
3-part squats (reg., wide, really wide): 12-12-12
Upright rows: 5# 12 reps
Calf Raise: 10# 15 reps
Wrist curls: 5# 15 reps
Wrist extensions: 5# 15 reps
Lower Back Extensions: all 5 reps
Max push-ups: 18
Max squats: 18
Overall, I would say that this was an excellent workout!!
Goal for tomorrow: Do the sweat 3/4 workout. Do 105 crunches in the AB200.